Goodbye to An Acquaintance

I had something to do today and woke up at 6.00am.
Spent almost the entire day out on the streets.

He was very kind to come pick me up before and after the thing.
It has been a long time since anybody last did something like that for me. Oi... Thank you very much... I really appreciate it very much.

And so, this is why I haven't been blogging today.
I am very tired now.
I can't even be bothered to reply to the crazy squabbles on my previous entries. There's really no point to it.
You will never be me. And I don't intend to convince anybody.
If this had happened a few years ago, I would feel the need to kill somebody. But now, I just conclude that not everybody has the ability to see beyond their own perspectives.

Towards the end of the long day, I got an sms from Adrian.
It was bad news.

Clavion, I don't know you well at all.
I have only met you twice.
At Dempsey and at my birthday.

I don't know how to feel about this at all.
I have been there a few times.
But everytime, I managed to turn back.
Because for me, I couldn't allow myself to be defeated.
I couldn't allow myself to give up.

But this is about you.
Nobody will ever understand entirely the need you felt to pursue the light at the end of tunnel. It makes my heart dip, even just trying to phantom fathom it.

Wherever you are, I hope you have found the peace you seek.
永别了.