I am not sure what's up with me, but I've been feeling really weird since my flight got cancelled on Wednesday.
Let's recap on what's happened.
Wed, 24 Jun 09'Good
Fren' rented a car so that I would not have to take National Express to
Heathrow and that he could send me off. At around 3.30pm, we left
Wolfson College and headed for Little Chef in
Royston (a nearby town that was on the way to
Heathrow) for some food. At around 6pm, we got to
Heathrow. Check-in was easy because I was earlier. We then hung around and chatted.
At 8pm, we headed for Departures. As I saw people waving at one another, my heart started to chill and sink. I looked at 'Good
Fren' and started to tear a little. As I made my way through the snaking queue, I kept turning around to check if 'Good
Fren' was still there. When it was my turn to show my boarding pass, I couldn't hold back the flood of tears.
The reason why this farewell sucks so much is because it's gonna be the longest ever. Just a couple of months ago, we spent 4 weeks apart because of the Global Consulting Project. And now, the Individual Project is gonna separate us for 2 months. This would mean that, in total, we've spent 25% of the MBA apart. Absence is such a weird thing. So is Presence actually.
So, I cleared the checks and wondered around in the miserable shopping area. Called 'Good
Fren' and started to cry again. Walked around more... then found a seat near the gate and waited... and waited... waited...
The BA11 flight was meant to leave by 9.35pm. And because of some delay earlier, boarding was late. After some time, we boarded... I struggled to stuff my
handcarry in the overhead cabin a little, then strapped myself in the seat. Somehow... the plane did not move. I fiddled with the entertainment system and decided that I was gonna watch Gran
Torino. Then the captain's voice flooded the cabin. Apparently, there was something wrong with the fuel valve and the engineers were fixing it. I started the movie.
30 minutes into the movie, the captain announced that the fault was still unresolved and they had to switch off the electricity to fix the fault. Soon after, the entertainment system stopped working, the emergency lights along the aisle came on and the usual lights were out. In total, we were in the cabin for at least 2 hours before the plane started to move. At that point, I must have fallen asleep, because I woke up when the plane started to accelerate really loudly for take-off.
I looked out of the window and watched the scenery rush by as the plane accelerated, and thought of 'Good
Fren' in the little
Wolfson College apartment all alone. Just then, the pilot stepped the brakes. The tyres screeched... and the plane came to a stop on the runway. I got worried. I looked around to check if the plane was on fire... Who knows? Maybe the fuel valve exploded during take-off?
Just then, the captain's flooded the cabin again. According to his dashboard, a cargo door was loosened. We had to go back to the berth. Many people were
gumbling in the cabin. "Can you believe this?" exclaimed a lady behind me. I whipped out my mobile and called 'Good
Fren'.
About 1.5 hours later, the situation has become rather surreal for me. 'Good
Fren' checked online and found that delays for flights more than certain mileage could not last for more than 4 hours. The captain verified this by announcing that the flight was cancelled and that accommodation would be made, but if you would like to go home (in the UK), you could and just have to leave your contact number with one of the ground service staff after collecting your suitcase. We then waited
somemore in the cabin.
Thu, 25 Jun 09It was around 2am when we got off the plane at Terminal 5b and started to make our way to Terminal 5a. I called 'Good
Fren' and we decided that he would come get me. We had to take the train to Terminal 5a, clear customs and collect our luggage as if we had just arrived in London, and wait for instructions from the BA ground service crew. The terminal was empty except for us. I was told later that we were the 'last flight'.
The baggage collection area was littered with people from my flight. Tired, unhappy and confused. Somehow, the staff, recognised only by their uniform, were talking to people randomly and individually. A unruly queue had formed to engage with one of the staff who looked like she was in-charge. Tempers started to fly.
Everyone was given a piece of paper stating that the flight was to be postponed to Thu, 25 Jun 09, 5pm and other admin details. I heard one of the uniforms telling a passenger that they were unable to secure accommodation for everyone, so those who just board this flight ought to return home (transport costs can be claimed online later) and come back again tomorrow for the replacement flight. Those who were on the flight before it landed at
Heathrow would be provided with accommodation. I saw the looks on some youths who were most likely to be students on their way home to Singapore. They probably checked out of their college hostels. Where were they supposed to return to for the night?
I waited at the conveyor belt for my suitcases, only to realise after 2 rounds that perhaps someone had placed them on the floor on the other side. =_= After collecting my suitcases, I made my way through the unhappy crowd to get nearer to one of the uniforms. I wanted to change my flight. I couldn't take the 5pm flight on Thursday. It meant that my time in Singapore set aside for my assignments would be broken up and might affect their completion. I decided to stay on in Cambridge to finish them, and hopefully, I'll be able to get around the jet lag before my internship starts on next Wed, 1 Jul 09.
After some time, one of the uniforms announced that accommodation was available for all passengers, but because she did not have a loudhailer, most people couldn't hear her. I spoke with one of them and asked if I could change my flight. She pointed me to Zone E in the Arrival Hall. So I made my way out of the crazy mess in the Departure Hall.
And yes... I managed to change my flight to Saturday. I was quite relieved while I sat on an empty trolley along the pickup point and waited for 'Good
Fren' in the cool London night. A long queue started to form alongside 2 huge tour buses. They were taking the BA11 passengers to their temporary accommodation... at
Gatwick Airport.
It was extremely surreal when 'Good
Fren' stopped and hopped out of the blue rented Ford. It felt like I was at
Changi and he had come to pick me up! All those tears for nothing?! Or maybe... All those tears were for this bonus reunion?! We drove back to Cambridge. The sky was already lighting up in a pretty rosy hue. I was tired, but very very happy to see him and hold his hand.
We lugged everything back in the apartment. Called my mother, wrote
a blog entry, and updated my
Facebook status and Twitter.
I woke up in the afternoon. 'Good
Fren' had gone off to return the car. I was lost for a moment. Wondering if it was all a dream. Realising that I had about 36 hours to finish 2 assignments, I was up and about with much gusto. Did the laundry, made lunch, unpacked a little...
When 'Good
Fren' returned, he looked at me and started to poke my arm with his finger.
GF: *poke poke* I am testing if you are real. Because you are so energetic... doing so many things... Maybe, you are not real...BM: Oh... Maybe BA11 really did take off, but was lost in a storm or something... That I am actually dead... But I don't know it either... I've come back to do whatever I can for you before I have to leave forever? Like the 49 days in Windstruck?For a moment, I wondered about the possibility of what I was saying... because I did fall asleep for a moment while waiting in the plane. So the plane could have really taken off and the braking etc was just a convenient reason for me to convince 'Good
Fren' to come pick me up.
=_=
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Very quickly, 2 days have passed and I have completed 1.75 assignments.
I can feel the reluctance building up again.
Like I said earlier, absence is a weird thing.
It's scary how one can grow so used to another.
I told 'Good
Fren' that this must be the last time we are gonna be separated for so long. I dislike it. I kept trying to suppress that thought of inevitable separation in the end.
Presence is also a weird thing. I just like him next to me. We don't have to be doing/saying much. Just next to me will do.